I practice western astrology but i want to ask you a question about me.

[Be water my friend]

I have a big internal battle and that is ridding the anger within me, the harsh and quick reactions to small things.
I have split with a woman who i am not compatible with in a relationship but excellent as friends, we have synastry with her Saturn squaring both my Moon & Mars. (Western astrology)

I have a loaded and very hurtful & harsh past that i do not want to open up about here because i tend to go on and on and on with an attitude that points more to being self obsessed than helpful.

Western Chart:



Vedic Chart:

I am not a great person to have normal conversation with and i find small talk hard to handle as it seems meaningless to me. This is not my attitude, it is just how my mind has become.

Thank you