I have split with a woman who i am not compatible with in a relationship but excellent as friends, we have synastry with her Saturn squaring both my Moon & Mars. (Western astrology)
I have a loaded and very hurtful & harsh past that i do not want to open up about here because i tend to go on and on and on with an attitude that points more to being self obsessed than helpful.
Western Chart:

Vedic Chart:

I am not a great person to have normal conversation with and i find small talk hard to handle as it seems meaningless to me. This is not my attitude, it is just how my mind has become.
Thank you
